Knee Deep

Sooooo, I'm knee deep in Reese's wrappers in front of the TV wondering how and when I'm going to change. Thinking and looking back at my life 2 years ago, I never thought I'd be in the exact same position I was then. I can't tell you how many times I BEGAN the road to happiness, to 20 lbs thinner, but wound up knee deep in wrappers, miserable. I guess tomorrow is going to be another one of those days? But, I want it to be different. I want it to be the last beginning-I don't want to end up knee deep again. I don't want to feel this ever again-like I failed and it's 100% my fault because I couldn't get my ass off the couch. What a poor excuse. So, to the last night of this misery-Cheers.